My thoughts keep bringing me back to that saying " be careful what you wish for", sometimes our surroundings can complicate our dreams and our life of success, turning it into a empty life and fragile souls.Do we sometimes over analyze and over qualify what we think of others? Now a days this is called criticizing, some of us may call it observation. Those who surround you can have such a complicated influence in how you see yourself in front of people. Who would have thought that to fit in your own environment could be such a nightmare...
IF I AM SERIOUS, THEN I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN
IF I AM FUNNY, I TAKE LIFE AS A JOKE
IF I AM LIKING WHAT I DO FOR A LIVING, I AM AFRAID OF CHALLENGE
IF I QUESTION MY OWN THOUGHTS, I AM INSECURE
IF I AM IN LOVE, I'M A PUSSY
IF I LIVE LIFE LIKE I WANT TO, IT MIGHT HURT OTHERS.
Who knew it can get so complicated "the simple act of breathing"
I could go on and on and on about things that bother me, but then I would sound too much like a complainer so let's stop it right there.
Do we care about how others view our acts? If the answer to this question is NO, let me acknowledge the fact of how wrong you are by providing the following points:
- You care about having a successful life
- you seek happiness, economical, emotional and healthy
- you want to have stability or you want to be challenged etc
Then you need to care about what other's think of you, because is "not what it is but what others think it is"
I have perhaps the worst quality one can posses, and that is, I care too much about other's feelings
I try to please everyone, even if it means putting aside my ego.
I guess I got that gene from my grandmother, who gave her all and ended up with nothing.But who is entitle to stop you from such feelings, only yourself.
You wished daily for many things, but never know how these can turn against you and needless to say your greatest fears of all. When people diminished your actions and your reality of life, it could bring many thoughts regarding what you truly wish for.
